Sorry

Halo. I do not understand my feelings. I sometimes get bored with him. Why? I don't understand. I love him. but sometimes I feel flat to him. Maybe, he attitude that made him bored. Yeah, his attitude. Sometimes he was silent, and I'm confused for what to say. What he doesn't understand? maybe yes. I like surprises. I like when he says I love you. I like when he gave me support every morning. I like when he made ​​the words to make the lost feeling bored. I like when he smiled at me. I like when he spoke to me. I like when he picked me up. I like all about him. I was the one who quickly get bored. So I like surprises. He used to make me curious about it, and his attitude that made me surprised. I like it. He always made ​​the words of seduction that makes me laugh. But now, if I'm bored he just apologized. Is he too afraid to hurt me? so he often apologize? I do not understand. when he picked me up and along the way he sometimes silent, I'm confused. I like people who have humor. But he seemed afraid to talk to me, afraid to hurt me. I don't like him like that. What should I do? I love him. Maybe, this is all my fault that is always quick to feel bored. selfish. Sorry, I'm not perfect. I always makes you sad because my attitude. I promise i try to change my attitude for you. Although I have to hide my feelings when I'm bored.No problem, if it make you happy. I also happy if you happy. I try it! You don't afraid to hurt me because i'm okay :)