Come back again?

What should I do?
Why are that feeling come back again? I don't like this. More fun if I don't like anybody. Instead of hurt like this. It's hard to forget someone. Maybe, I need a one year to forget someone. Indeed, I've ever been like this. But this time as different. There's something stuck in my heart.
Do I have to be honest? Maybe, if I'm honest feeling stuck it will be lost. But maybe I'll stay away from him. But if I was not honest, that feeling will be stuck forever. I'm not ready to be honest. but someday I'm ready! and should be ready.
Yeah, I'm the one who covered for problems like this.