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Boring Time.

Bonjour!
Pertengahan desember yang membosankan! Emang sih udah selesai UAS dan bisa bersantai. Tapi justru disitu yang membosankan! Emang ya terkadang orang itu kayak gini, giliran lagi UAS pengen cepet-cepet selesai, giliran udah selesai jadi bosen karena gaada kerjaan. Untungnya gue disekolah ada latihan saman tiap hari, jadi gak bosen-bosen banget. Tapi kalo udah dirumah... Kebiasaan selalu pulang sore kayak gini nih. Pengen deh sekali-kali berpetualang gitu. Pengen nyari tantangan buat hidup! (tapi biasanya kalo udah dapet tantangan malah ngeluh, tapi semoga aja engga). Pengen liat dunia luar! Pengen keliling dunia..
I hope life isn't flat!

23 Desember 2011, tinggal 8 hari lagi! Semangat buat team saman doski!

BAD

This is so BAD! Today is really frustrating. I want to go back to childhood. Where I oftenbuysomething I want. Often go to the mall, out of town, and to other attractions Now .... This is really different! My father was retired, and now I rarely buy anything I want and go somewhere.Yeah, I'm selfish. But I miss it! I need to have fun! I want to go for a walk with the family!
Once I thought, if I was born in a wealthy family, and I can go to school in school who qualified in the field ofacedemic and non academic, I can go walk around Indonesia. Could go for a walk around the world. And maybe can go to school at colleges abroad. Yeah, but this is not good! I should be grateful I was born in this family. I love my family
Turning to the school. I was hurt by a state eskul there. I really hope the marching band at my school bought a new appliance. but the fact is not! I must be patient and think positive. might one day buy. I wish my school marching band could be famous.

And I need someone who can always supporting me!
 

Come back again?

What should I do?
Why are that feeling come back again? I don't like this. More fun if I don't like anybody. Instead of hurt like this. It's hard to forget someone. Maybe, I need a one year to forget someone. Indeed, I've ever been like this. But this time as different. There's something stuck in my heart.
Do I have to be honest? Maybe, if I'm honest feeling stuck it will be lost. But maybe I'll stay away from him. But if I was not honest, that feeling will be stuck forever. I'm not ready to be honest. but someday I'm ready! and should be ready.
Yeah, I'm the one who covered for problems like this.
Hey you! I know it's never happened before and I don't want this to happen a second time. Because it just hurt me and hard to forget it :(

Keep smile! :)

Hey you!
I don't know why i like you. I can't lie to my own feelings. And I always try to forget you but it's very difficult. Now, everything is happening. Let time is play. I'm just waiting. But, maybe this is just useless.
I wish I could forget you!